as promised, i'll love you Mr. MZU 3104! eternity.
notakakiwangi : bila exam habis, sakit kepala turut berakhir. tapi kenapa aku dapat sakit mata pulak ni? huuuu. sadis. dua-dua mata merah, tak ubah macam biji saga. macam bola kamekameha goku pun ada aku tengok. haha. peliknya, mata aku tak sakit.
*muka bahagia lepas jawab PJM 3106 : Anatomy and Physiology.
Walaupun aku agak yakin aku susah nak skor A paper anatomi tadi, tapi masih mahu mengukir senyuman bahagia. Sebab? Entahlah. Mungkin aku terlebih gembira sebab akhirnya penyeksaan menghafal fakta-fakta sudah berakhir. (belum lagi ye. MZU 3104 pula akan menyusul esok). Kalau aku baca lagi buku anatomi yang besar dan beratnya boleh buat kucing mati kalau aku terbaling buku tu, lepas ni aku dah boleh apply jadi doc, dah boleh kerja satu hospital dengan Dr. Addin Shah. Haha.
HEA-VEN sangatlahkan study sampai tak tidur malam? Jangan tertipu. Study sampai tak tidur ni sebab esok nak exam, tak tahu nak jawab apa dalam dewan nanti. Takkan aku nak aci sengih sana-sini tengok orang kiri-kanan jawab soalan tapi aku dok ketuk-ketuk meja dengan jari? CRAP.
Namun begitu (skema pulak aihh *bagipelempangsedas), bila study bagai nak rak dengan jayanya dengan bangganya sampai hari-hari tak tidur malam sampai dah boleh jadi sedara mara kelawar memang sangat HEA-VEN bila baca sekali terus masuk otak. Tapi, bila study subjek PEMULIHAN DAN PENGAYAAN ni buat aku rasa aku ni merupakan salah satu student pemulihan khas. BENCI. nak-nak bila tiba kat part math. tak tahu kenapa aku ni memang bengap math. heh benci.
i just can't stop myself from smiling when i listen to this.
Aku Suka Bila Kau Ketawa
Kau Buat Aku Senyum Ke Telinga
Aku Suka Bila Kau Tersipu
Merah Muka Hendak Sembunyi Malu
Aku Disini Dengan Kamu
Kalau Boleh Biar Selalu
Kerna Kau Kini Ada Dalam Hatiku
Hanya Kau & Aku Sentiasa
Pedulikan Apa Orang Kata
Kita Berdua Sama Saja
Hanya Ingin Cari Bahagia
Aku Jumpa Waktu Kita Bersama
Buangkan Tisu Basah Airmata
Pimpin Tanganku Untuk Selamanya
Jangan Biarkan Hati Kamu Resah
Kasih Aku Temu Percayalah
Hanya Kau & Aku Sentiasa
Pedulikan Apa Orang Kata
Kau Dalam Diri Ku Selalu
Engkaulah Yang Aku Mahu
Hanya Ingin Bersamamu…
Hanya Ingin Bersama Kamu….
Psstt : Remy Ishak was devastatingly dashing-lah kan? =p
notakakiwangi : ..and i wonder why does there's always people around me yang sangat suka dengki mendengki? we live TOGETHER in this earth, and we should SHARE TOGETHER the luck/sustenace that have been given by Allah. especially when it comes to knowledge/studies/whatever. if the climate can't change the 'frozen war' between everybody, then why don't we just sit down and lay back and think again, why on the first place we've been here TOGETHER? if you doesn't want to share anything with people, then you don't have to, because we proudly can kick you outta life. THINK. don't simply say sharing is caring posting here and there on your facebook, mocking people around, begging others to have pity on you, yet you're stabbing on your FRIENDS BACK. yeah. its a NOBLE of you ANGEL. keep on performing. i'll be watching. naaa we'll be watching. remember. we put many EYES on you, DARLINGS buds of may.
Kenapa kalau baca buku ilmiah je, baru 10 minit dah menguap sana sini? Tapi bila baca novel, segar je mata. Tak tidur sehari semalam pun tak apa, asalkan boleh habis baca satu buku. Kan bagus kalau aku boleh baca buku macam aku baca novel? Cepat aja aku boleh genius. Tehee~
Ini novel Baju Melayu Hijau Serindit yang ditulis oleh SYUD. Novel ni lah yang aku baca sampai tak ingat dunia. Aku rasa dah berjuta kali aku ulang baca sampai dah boleh hafal ayat-ayatnya. Kalau novel ni boleh disamakan dengan lelaki, yeah you can say i'm all over HIM. HA HA.
notakakiwangi : its green. and MR.B loves green. =)
Oh hye. see that title? SPENDING MONEY. and im way too GOOD at spending my very precious money (as i got the money from government). yeah i know its a waste. rakyat bayar cukai macam-macam dekat kerajaan, yet im using the precious money for shopping the unnecessary things for my closet. eheh sorry Malaysian. i promise you i'll be a good teacher (nak balas jasa korang yang bayar cukai itu ini dan membolehkan aku dapat elaun. tehee).
i just bought two dresses in a couple of week! waaaaa that's a WASTE y'know. aduhh and my kepala is thinking hard how to explain this to my mom. (yalah, when im outta money im hoping for her to give me some, but i don't go to her and simply ask, "mommy can i have some money please?") NOOOOOO! memalukan and i might get a penampar Jepun. haha.
its just sometime, when you're depressed over something, you bought thingsss you don't need. it's under control and it's beyond your intelligent mind thinking. you saw it, you click-ed it, and suddenly ; there's a mail in your gmail inbox THANK YOU FOR SHOPPING WITH US. PLEASE MAKE THE PAYMENT BEFORE 16 MAY 2011. HAPPY SHOPPING WITH US!
and you freak-ed out. when the hell did i bought this? *rasa macam nak lempang lajulaju pipi sendiri
i might need my very own walk-in-wardrobe. (surelah kalau dah perangainya membeli baju seminggu dua kali) such a waste! duhh =,=!!
notakakiwangi : entah sejak bila i turn into such-a-shopaholic-girl. somebody, save me!!! (sambil nyanyi lagu superman)
Thank you teachers, who made me a HUMAN, a human with heart, empathy and sympathy, to have thought me what life is. (i know i'm a minortrouble maker. don't blame me. i'm only trying to be me. *grinning)
HAPPY
TEACHER'S
DAY!
May Allah bless all of my teachers ( Tadika Perpaduan, SK KGV, SMK KGV, SBPI SELANDAR and IPG Kampus Dato' Razali Ismail). Thank you very much. =) and teachers, i'm on my way to be part of you. =)
notakakiwangi : sometimes, a single wish can brighten our day. and im waiting for it from an -android- *sigh i should have know, an android wouldn't notice anything on you, would not have notice what's important for you and what is not. deal with it. so, thank you android. i've been waiting, but there's just....NONE. pathetic me. i should not have wait, in the first place kan? ahah btw, its platonicccccccccccccccccccccccc!!! (and why does this disclaimer lebih panjang daripada isi entri ni?) abaikannnnnn!!
Does falling in love means you have to fall for love songs too?
The problem is, im not falling in love with you-the one whom been nagging at the back of my head since..like forever?- it's just a feeling like..like admiration? tak tahuuuuuuu T_T but for sure, it has nothing to do with heart-to-heart feeling. (as my heart has been stolen by Davy Jones. HA HA)
So, it's a platonic one. (wiki it if you don't know what it is)
Jadi, apa kaitannya dengan lagu ni?
Tak tau. sukahati akulah. lagipun secara tak sengaja je lagu ni main kat playlist. teehee.
and i've been working on something yang tak penting langsung. Bilalah kesedaran nak sampai ni? Bila nak start study? My roomates dah habis berapa bab study Pengurusan Bilik Darjah dan Tingkah Laku. Tapi aku masih duduk depan lappy, working on something yang memang tak penting tahap petala kelapan la.
ada siapa-siapa yang nak kongsi semangat study dengan aku tak?? HA HA
...and im not a kind of android that have no feelings at all. im a human being, a normal one and i do know how it feels when someone said something that might kill u inside. and trust me, its hurt like hell. hurt even more when u just can't let it out...
