Tuesday, June 26, 2012


 “I choose to love you in silence for in silence I find no rejection. I choose to love you in loneliness for in loneliness no one owns you but me. I choose to adore you from a distance for distance will shield me from pain. I choose to kiss you in the wind for the wind is gentler than my lips. I choose to hold you in my dreams for in my dreams, you have no end.”

notakakiwangi : hey Al Azieze! me love u more than me love K-pop. hahaha u're my Fernando Jose kan? ;p

Saturday, June 23, 2012

This is how you remind me

This is how you remind me..
Of what i really am..

And i've been wrong,
i've been down..

What a boring weekends i've been through. TT_TT
housemates are busy with the Kursus Kahwin.
Naaa i've already got it.
Since...like im 18? if im not mistaken la. its been so long i couldnt even remember when. HA HA

so, im here all alone, and im f**king freaking up.
everybody i mean EVERYBODY near this house are not here.
neighbours are busy with kenduri kahwin and so on.
and me? busy doing nothing.
Naaaa its not actually nothing.
im doing nail art ape. eh art konon.kaler je kot.hihii
lepastu am busy watching Merlin all over again from season 1.
busy enough? BIG FAT NO. hahaha

dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyumanmu itu This is how you remind me - Nickleback tu tak ada kaitan pun dengan entri harini. it's just some random song my head singing while im writing this.

the colours are nice kan?
i bought that 3 bottles for only RM5. haha
*mode : saving ur little budget*
and the si mangkuk tingkat is actually a novel.
and i freaking love love love it!!
sebab si Ashraff is soooooooo coolio!
ok lah.im just showing off the nails. HAHA

notakakiwangi : its actually nail colours. the cutex is actually a brand. if u dont know. toodles!

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Life is getting complicated

Salam satu Terengganu,

(awwww! ni semua pasal semangat kuliah pertama la ni.hihiii)

nothing much to say actually.
just me and my dear feelingsssss yang tergedik nak hupdate blog! haha

btw, ini serius.
teknologi sangat menyusahkan.
why the heck la they didn't invent batteries (for phones and lappy) that last long for at least 2 days. do u know that im that lil lady yang paling malas charging phone?
haaa i maybe need to only use Nokia 3310.with long lasting battery. HA HA

ok lah. baii~ ;p

p/s : calculating in mind how am i going to start anew after graduation. i need to buy a house, a car,paying back my mommy n sister for all this years, paying back my big brothers and saving up for the wedding. eh? gataiii no. hihii