Minggu Terakhir di SKSB

Minggu terakhir di SKSB.
Tapi tak habis observe lagi.
Haih.

A little rain.

Assalamualaikum.

=)

It's already Feb. And i made no progress.
Sadly, everything seems to be harder, tougher either in my carrier nor my love life.
It's ok, i know i can get through this.
All i need is patience and faith. and of course Him.
Maybe it's me, maybe im not understanding enough?
Or maybe i push far over the limit?
Or maybe i should not bother anything?
I have no answers for that.
I made no progress through 2013.
Frustrating enough.
Have made myself a promise, that i wont be a burden to him.
I wont be asking too much.
But thats all i've done.
Sorry.

M : you're always put the blame on yourself.
Me : should i not?
M : yes. you maybe at fault. but its not your fault 100%.
Me : i have to. im comforting myself.
M : comforting yourself the fish.
Me : if he cant do it, then i have to. one of us, need to.
M : you two such a trouble. godai you two. what a gay.
Me : yada yada.

notakakiwangi : should i put this in my novels? the conversations seems interesting, HA HA

Of 3 Days in New Year.

Nothing special. Same 'ol same 'ol.
Thinking of renting another house, for upcoming practicum.
Because it is way too far from our current house.
What to do?
Moving things isn't that easy, y'know.
And i do think, I'm not ready yet for AR.
Tak tercapai akal, walaupun faham konsepnya.
Tak dapat bayangkan muka aku ni buat AR.
*down*
*down*
Tak tau nak cerita kat sape pun.
Cerita pun tak faham agaknya. Hmm.

Apa-apa pun, berharap yang baik-baik sahaja untuk semua.

Aamiin. InsyaAllah.

:)

notakakiwangi : ..and it keeps bothering me. Pathetic.

Welcome To Senior Year!

Hye.
I am now a senior. *angkat kening*
Nak tulis tu je.

Sincerely :
Newly senior, typing from her hometown instead of her school.

May Allah Bless.

Alhamdulillah.
Everything went well.
She's now a part of our family.

Introducing you, le sister-in-law-to-be !!

notakakiwangi : aku nak kahwin cecepat. tapi AAJ taknak pula. ;p

May Allah Bless

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim,

Counting days. 

May Allah bless us.

May everything going smooth as planned.

InsyaAllah.

notakakiwangi : patutnya DJ ikut kite,tp sbb dia dah cuti seminggu minggu lepas,tak baliklah dia. *sedih*

A life to live. A love to embrace.

Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim,

Ayuakira weather forecast for today.

It's raining outside. But somehow, my heart felt a little joy. No. A lot of joy. Having someone who will look at you with so much love in their eyes, are somehow priceless. And thank you Allah, couldn't ask for more. 

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notakakiwangi : rindu sebenarnya. tapi,apa boleh buat. redha. =)

Housewife To Be

Assalamualaikum 

and happy holiday people!

(I don't know about you, but I am currently having my semester break until next year! weehoo!)

Yes, I'm back from Terengganu. And currently I'm taking her role as the housewife in the house. Why? Because she's not feeling well and I don't want her to worn out.

I used to think that being a housewife isn't that tough as it seems. But I guess I'm wrong after all. Just two days as a 'REPLACEMENT HOUSEWIFE', this came to me "just how mommy got all the energy to do all this stuff?" 

Kesimpulannya, being a housewife is a tough job. But unfortunately, I love being a housewife. In fact, from my early age, I only wish to be a housewife. I have this picture in my head, I'm going to study the highest I can, and get marry to someone I love and I want to settle down for good. I don't really care what people might say.  Because I seriously enjoy and love the idea of me being a housewife, being able to give my 100% attention to my husband and kids, being able to see my kids growing up. Because despite of me being able to multitasking everything, I would like only give my prior attention to Mr. Husband. Dan kalau aku bekerja pun, sebab kecintaan terhadap bidang keguruan dan pendidikan dan semestinya sebab nak mengurangkan bebanan Encik Suami. (sebab aku nak anak 8.haha)

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Tudiaaaa. Aku dgn AAJ. hihii

Peringatan mesra : aku belum kahwin,belum berniat nak kahwin(tapi aku selalu je cakap nak kahwin), belum ada duit yg cukup untuk kahwin, dan belum pandai masak mcm mak aku.
notakakiwangi : saya harap awak tak lupa janji awak masa saya cuti ni.

Hello November!

It's been four days since 1 November though, but guess it's never too let to say 'hi' to our stressful November. Stressful enough because we're facing the exams. But if you looked at me you won't say I'm in the stressful condition. I guess it's because I'm so fucking freaking tired with all this examination. Seriously dude, just when the fish this all will be off from my life? This is seriously tiresome. 

But hey! I do love November!

It's holiday yawwwwwww!

Can't wait to go home this Monday.

After I finish with my Malay paper, I'll shoot right away to Seremban.

So people, stay tuned for my next project.  

 

And oh.

Road To Kenyir

PISMP BM/PJ/MZ - JAN 2010 INTAKE

Embracing every moments spent.

We've gone through so many obstacles, 

so many fights,

so many beautiful moments,

and yet

there's always something to learn.

Tasik Kenyir, with love.

p/s : one more year to go. we'll see who will tied the knot first. ;p

10 Things I Wish To Do

Heh. This is so lame. But hey! here's my number so call me maybe? Everybody sure does have things in mind they actually wish to do but on some circumstances, they eventually can't do as they wish. 

Things I Want To Do

1. Star gazing. I have this picture in my mind, laying on the grass, look at the stars and babbling stuff. I bet I can stay like that the whole night. *giggles*

2. Learn how to swim. HAHA. i can't swim. How sad. I have this idea of how i could die in the pool. When we go swimming, practically, i am the one who takes pictures of my siblings. HAHA

3. Writing novels. I have always wanted to be one of the novelis. But im too shy to send my stories to any publisher. 

4. Sew my own baju kurung and dresses. I actually knew how to sew them, but i actually forgot how to, because i learnt that when i was in standard 2 i guess.

5. Travelling! i love travelling. but i don't have enough money to do that. basically, when we go travel, my mother paid for me. hahaha. lucky that all of my family love travelling.

6. Bungee jumping!

7. Ice skating. Yeah. Have never try it before.

8. Cycling. Dengan Jieji. haha

9. Having my own  walk in wardrobe.

10. Get marry to my favourite guy. (you know who)

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p/s : i should start searching for my water colour.

Keep it bottled baby. Keep it bottled.

No, im not keeping my feeling in a bottle.
I don't kept whatever is bothering my mind in  a bottle.
Keeping it bottled won't allow you to solve it.
The longer you kept it bottled, the easier you get annoyed with everyone else. Not just with that particular person. You make it bigger, but you just don't fucking realized what you have done.
Holy shit.
And now I'm not allowed to speak a word?
Am I only allowed to crawl in my bed, crying alone?
If you think I'm being irrational, then please. Think why the fuck was i behaved that way?
Holy crap. I'm not supposed to write this. I should keep everything bottled and crawl into my bed and cry myself out. Satisfy you?

Don't Give Up, Even The Skies Get Rough

On the wings of an eagle,
My love for you flies.
Soaring higher and higher,
And touching the skies.

I reached up above,
And pulled a star from the sky.
To place it within,
Your precious minds eye.

To dwell there forever,
As my love for you.
On the wings of our love,
Enduring and true.

I honour you my darling,
With all that I am.
Please darling please,
Will you be my man?

There are so many things,
My heart wants to say.
I love you sweetheart,
There is no other way.

credit : Jo'Lene Tover

The Love Project : Phase Two

Where's phase one?

no, not here. been secretly sent.hihii

I've been working on it since months before. 

semangat tak semangat tak? haha

am so so soooooooo excited about it.

haih. rasa macam nak hantar sekarang pun ada!

tapi kena sabar.

and ohh! practical is ovaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

its not officially over yet, but what do i care? tomorrow is our last day at school!

its overwilhemina overwhelming! 

*insert senyum sampai langit here*

toodles!

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Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah, for giving me my other half.

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Madness Over The Bridgerton | phase 2

in the past entry, i wrote 'bout something to figure out when i finished Ten Things I Love About You ey? 

unfortunately...

i haven't found anything yet.

it is probably because i just sent him a letter of conscience *ayat mintak penampar Jepun* no it is actually something sent to cheer him up. *ayat mintak penampar Jepun sekali lagi*

kbai.

and oh. i found Ten Things I Love about You are not as much interesting as It's In Hiss Kiss. 

i maybe need another book to read.

madness over the Bridgerton!

Assalamualaikum..

and hye! long time no see. =)

Its kinda busy here, since i've started my practicum period. It has been emmmm 3 weeks i guess. (hell yeah. feels like it has been a life time through out the days.)

For this second phase, im teaching my major subject (BM) and 1st minor (PJ). wehhh siapa sahajalah mahu berPJ-PJ-an bulan-bulan puasa ni. Cis.

Well no, im not here to write bout the practicum. (but yes, it feels nice though to write this.haha)

Bridgerton anyone? 

i didnt know if any of my friends read this series of books. But i really really love it. (i mean it) Unfortunately i started with the last book -It's In His Kiss- and im craving for more. Im not that lucky. There's no Popular can be found at Kuala Terengganu, and i've begged Nor to buy me The Duke and I at Popular KB. eh aku memang tak malu pong. HAHA. 

Buku ni sebenarnya warna dia bukan kuning ek. its lime green. and its nice. and the story? way nicer than the cover looks like.

tapi tapi tapi, Nor kata The Duke and I sold out already. Hoi, i've been there 5 days before and its already sold out? heh. annoys me much.

tapi takpa, Nor kata she bought me Ten Things I Love About You. Which i'll definitely figure something out to prank my encik Davy Jones. HAHA

i wanted this.

but i got this. nvm. this is better than not having any, kan? =)

notakakiwangi : Dear my love Davy Jones, can i request to have Julia Quinn's as my birthday pressie? please please pleaseeeeeeee *winkwink*

notakakikakiwangi : for heaven-sake, i've been secretly wishing for this practicum period to end very soon. this is so killing me and its not pretty. 

Hari Berlagak Kaya

Assalamualaikum~ =)

ehem! sebenarnya, Hari Berlagak Kaya ni dah seminggu berlalu. Tapi sebab tangan ni gatal nak menghapdate belog, maka gedikgedik juga taip dekat sini. ;p

Aku selalu kata Terengganu ni bosan. Not really. When you have companions to do everything, the world wont be that bored. Hihii.

Plan asalnya nak main bowling dekat TER (Terengganu Equastrian Resort). Tapi full pula. Maka taknak terasa sangat kekecewaan itu, posing la barang sekeping dua buat kenangan (padahal dah selalu sangat pergi,kenangan kunun,cehh).

Malam tu, pergi pulak D'Duyong. makan steambot. Siapa-siapa yang ada dekat Terengganu tapi tak pernah try makan kat situ, rajin-rajinkanlah diri tu pergi ek. Affordable expecially untuk students macam kitorang ni yang elaunnya masih belum diterima.

Nak tau kitorang makan ape? jeng jeng jeng (pebenda tah.mestilah steambot! =.=)

steambot = RM25 (4orang) / RM30 (6orang)

ikan kerapu bakar = Rm15 seekor (per kg taw)

Tak mahal kan? Sama saja kalau pergi makan KFC McD pong. ;p

Ok lah tu, dah naik muak juga kalau setiap kali keluar makan fast food.  Sementara masih ada masa yang berbaki (cewahhh) dekat bumi Terengganu ni, manfaatkanlah. Hehe. 

Lepas makan memanglah wajib sesi fotografi untuk wanita-wanita cantik ni. HA HA

  Ok, sampai sini sahaja. Daaaaaa ;p

Ros.A.Linda

 “I choose to love you in silence for in silence I find no rejection. I choose to love you in loneliness for in loneliness no one owns you but me. I choose to adore you from a distance for distance will shield me from pain. I choose to kiss you in the wind for the wind is gentler than my lips. I choose to hold you in my dreams for in my dreams, you have no end.”

notakakiwangi : hey Al Azieze! me love u more than me love K-pop. hahaha u're my Fernando Jose kan? ;p

This is how you remind me

This is how you remind me..
Of what i really am..

And i've been wrong,
i've been down..

What a boring weekends i've been through. TT_TT
housemates are busy with the Kursus Kahwin.
Naaa i've already got it.
Since...like im 18? if im not mistaken la. its been so long i couldnt even remember when. HA HA

so, im here all alone, and im f**king freaking up.
why?
everybody i mean EVERYBODY near this house are not here.
neighbours are busy with kenduri kahwin and so on.
and me? busy doing nothing.
Naaaa its not actually nothing.
im doing nail art ape. eh art konon.kaler je kot.hihii
lepastu am busy watching Merlin all over again from season 1.
busy enough? BIG FAT NO. hahaha

dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyumanmu itu This is how you remind me - Nickleback tu tak ada kaitan pun dengan entri harini. it's just some random song my head singing while im writing this.

the colours are nice kan?
i bought that 3 bottles for only RM5. haha
*mode : saving ur little budget*
and the si mangkuk tingkat is actually a novel.
and i freaking love love love it!!
sebab si Ashraff is soooooooo coolio!
ok lah.im just showing off the nails. HAHA

notakakiwangi : its actually nail colours. the cutex is actually a brand. if u dont know. toodles!