May Allah Bless

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim,

Counting days. 

May Allah bless us.

May everything going smooth as planned.

InsyaAllah.

notakakiwangi : patutnya DJ ikut kite,tp sbb dia dah cuti seminggu minggu lepas,tak baliklah dia. *sedih*

random

Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah, for giving me my other half.

sumber

Ros.A.Linda

 “I choose to love you in silence for in silence I find no rejection. I choose to love you in loneliness for in loneliness no one owns you but me. I choose to adore you from a distance for distance will shield me from pain. I choose to kiss you in the wind for the wind is gentler than my lips. I choose to hold you in my dreams for in my dreams, you have no end.”

notakakiwangi : hey Al Azieze! me love u more than me love K-pop. hahaha u're my Fernando Jose kan? ;p

nice~

Nice!

picture from Keiko Lynn

having someone..

to listen when u dont have any words to speak,

to shed your tears everytime it rains,

to give u smile when u are in pain,

to give u support in any way,

its just nice, to know that someone is there for u, come hell or high water.

p/s : praying for the best. InsyaAllah.

"when my sweet tooth says candy! my wisdom tooth says jieji!"

p/s : kau tahu rindu tu ape? ia adalah sejenis makanan. sekian.

dear AAJ,

sincerely,

TNI

nothing's gonna change my love for you..

dear AAJ,

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long, with you I see forever
Oh, so clearly, I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by know how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by know how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

p/s : nothing's gonna change my love for you.

p/p/s : God knows how much i miss u.

Dear my other half, love of my life..

just please,
stay. am i being too selfish for asking u to stay?
am not demanding for anything else.
just stay, i wont ask for more.

p/s : iloveyou.
pp/s : tolonglah, i cant even do my homework properly,bcuz i miss u like crazy.

sedetik lebih

Setiap nafas yang dihembus

Setiap degupan jantung

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan

Dalam tidur dan khayalan

Aku selalu memikirkanmu


Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

Barulah terasa ku bernyawa


Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu

Kerana kau beri erti hidup

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya


Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan

Ku bersyukur adanya kamu


Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

 notakakiwangi : i meant every word. i wont leave. im goin to stay.

marry you!

it's a beautiful night,

we're looking for something dumb to do,

hey baby!

i think i wanna marry you~

#1

im not marrying anyone (at least in two years time)

#2

my husband to be (Nichkhun-shi) seems to be so busy that he can't marry me for at least.....millions years? hahaha

#3

i've drank too much caffein. =,=

so my mind is not in a very good state ;p

*google image courtesy*

*sigh*

i guess i have to deal with it.

when you are living in maktab (ipg),

then you just have to deal with the facts that..

your friends are getting marry one by one,

and before you are even graduate,

your friends status ---> married.

*this is what happening to me*

im not saying

"hey friend. you can't get marry and leave me single"

*haha thats too immature*

but i envy them. a lot.

im happy to see them get marry to somebody they love and can take care of them,

but i suddenly feels so alone.

everyone's getting marry, and i have to attend their kenduri...like  ALONE!

oh this is frustrating! ahahaha

(ke budak maktab aku je yang ramai kahwin? maktab lain?)

*google picture courtesy*

so friends!

yang nak kahwin the end of this year, next year or in this two years time,

enjoy your single moment before its too late.haha

have a beautiful life, please wake up every morning with smiles,

just like what Nichkhun did to Vic-omma ;p

cepat-cepat ada anak, so the next time i go to your kenduri,

its called kenduri cukur jambul.haha

*google picture courtesy*

introduce me to your husband's single friends.

so i won't be single anymore.

ahahaha *someone's goin to kill me for this*

notakakiwangi : thanks guys for inviting me to your wedding.

notanotakakiwangi : im using Khuntoria pictures because i love them too much!

notakakikakiwangi : counting years to get marry like you guys. hahahahaha *like that would happen*

pabo nichkhun

masa nak exam baru ada hati nak tgk we got married-khuntoria.

diasaster. a perfect disaster.

im goin to ruin my results this semester.

because i cant stop watching WGM-Khuntoria.

Oh my. this is disaster. T_T

*google picture courtesy*

nak buat WGM dengan Nichkhun boleh x? haha

kenapalah cepat sangat dorang cerai ni..adoii~

notakakiwangi : im going to marry Nichkhun. for real. ahahahahaha

notanotakakiwangi : saranghae khuntoria! saranghaeyo oopa! hee ;p

notakakikakiwangi : untungla Vic omma dapat amek gambar banyakbanyak dengan Khun oppa. =,=

| of laughters and tears.

 

1 year.

and im thankful enough for it.

thank you God. 

for giving me such a wonderful life.

=)

 

notakakiwangi : the prezzie still xsiap lagi. takpekan? sebab bukan kau nak jumpa aku like - now. haha.

Like An Idiot

notakakiwangi : so this is how it feels. 

+.+

bilalah agaknya aku pulak yang nak konvo ni?

 

notakakiwangi : sedang berusaha menyiapkan hadiah untuk beliau. oh gosh. kenapalah aku pilih untuk buat sendiri? xpelah. chaiyok2!

wordless wednesday

 

T_T 

crush

i like it when i see you on my fb wall.

i like it when you told me not to do that, not to do this.

i like it when you really care for me.

i like it when you worried for me.

i like it when you sent me message. even if it just a smile.

i like it when you like what i really like.

i like it when you message me first.

i like the song. and you too.

and i have always like your warm words. =)

our happy ending =)

once in a while

right in the middle

of ordinary life

love gives us a fairy tale

 

when i miss you i close my eyes

and i can see you better

 

im going to trust you.

so please have faith in me too..

i want to grow old with you, yes i do.

=)

saranghaeyo~ 

 notakakiwangi : just finished Personal Taste. current mood, in love with lee min ho. maybe, just maybe im really in love with lee min ho. no matter how much i saw him on tv, i'll fall for him. 

notanotakakiwangi : tak berhenti dengar lagu lovesick-ft island, tq aji sebab bagi lagu tu kat aku. ;p 

If u love me..

then..

i'll love u back.

*blushing*

^_^

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notakakiwangi : rupanya ramai jugak yang give their blessings to me and him. yes boleh kawen! HA HA

love

*google image*

Love is not all about happiness. Sometimes there will be arguments, there will be hurting. It may seem that the magic fade sometimes, but the test of true love is how you hold on to one another and fight for it when the battle seems to be a loosing one.

welcome to the club!

love me, love me not?

*Google picture courtesy*

Bila orang lain ada boipren, kita pun sama sibuk-sibuk nak ada boipren. Bila dah ada boipren, baru lah tahu langit tu tinggi ke rendah. Having a partner doesn't mean you're being loved all the time. no. naaaaaaa. that was so true on so many levels. yes, they might love you but we didn't know is it true or not. siapa pun boleh kata sayang kan? aku pun boleh je suka-suka kata sayang. sebut sajalah (tanpa makna), bukanlah susah pun kan. people can always tell you that they love you, tapi tak tahulah betul ke atau mainan kata percuma.

Dulu, selalu sangat terfikir, kenapa ye agaknya orang perempuan senang sangat menitiskan airmata bila hati terusik dengan si boipren. dan aku, selalu beranggapan, menangis tu bukanlah satu cara yang cool. apa salahnya kalau sembur je balik boipren tu bila kita sakit dengan dia. That was then, when i thought they're just too dumb too cry. (sorry, this is only an opinion, no hard feelings, no heart feelings) 

But now i know why the heck were they crying damn hard, nak-nak bila bergaduh dengan boipren-yang-tak-paham-perasaan-manusia-perempuan ni. sakit hati yang hanya boleh diterjemahkan dalam tangisan. how's that sound? gay? whatever. i dont really care. only women understands women. so, im welcome-ing myself to the club. and now i can call myself dumb too. duhhhhhhh.

still, in the end..

notes for you :

1. all we need are your support, attention and love.

2. women are complicated. we might need your ears often.

3.you're not PEPSI and we didn't ask for more.

notakakiwangi : everything's a mess. i need my arjuna hati, unfortunately he will never be there for me.