Welcome To Senior Year!

Hye.
I am now a senior. *angkat kening*
Nak tulis tu je.

Sincerely :
Newly senior, typing from her hometown instead of her school.

Hello November!

It's been four days since 1 November though, but guess it's never too let to say 'hi' to our stressful November. Stressful enough because we're facing the exams. But if you looked at me you won't say I'm in the stressful condition. I guess it's because I'm so fucking freaking tired with all this examination. Seriously dude, just when the fish this all will be off from my life? This is seriously tiresome. 

But hey! I do love November!

It's holiday yawwwwwww!

Can't wait to go home this Monday.

After I finish with my Malay paper, I'll shoot right away to Seremban.

So people, stay tuned for my next project.  

 

And oh.

a bad, bad day...

*google picture courtesy*

• kena paksa pergi aerobik lepas subuh.
• balik dari net entah ape2 lupe dah aku, hampir-hampir dilanggar. cisss.
• waited for almost an hour dekat kaunter bas Transnasional (Bahau). *panashati. kerja baik-baik la bhai. orang bayar gaji boleh pulak goyang kaki*
• hampir berlanggar lagi masa nak keluar parking kt Bahau. lajunye kau bawak abang. baru sesaat aku pandang takde kereta, macam mana kau tiba-tiba muncul hon aku??? haih
• sampai kampung. OMG. siapa je yang warna rumah atuk aku dengan warna pink??? kihkihkih. aku baru berangan nak cat rumah tu dengan warna coklat muda ke, kuning air ke..
• Kuala Pilah jammed gila. this is why i wish for an auto car. dan bas!!! kau sangat menjengkelkan!! kau fikir kau besar aku takut ke??? sorry sikit. padan muka kau. kalah jugak dengan aku. cisss. bas tu depan aku, then it stopped sebab ada orang nak turun. aku potonglah, adeke patut die himpit-himpit kereta aku tak bagi aku jalan depan die. F lah kau bas! *memang kesabaran dah habis ni* pastu die saja nak provok aku, men cucuk-cucuk pulak. double F u shit!!!
• sampai rumah 8.40pm. OMG!!! bas pukul 8.45pm. rushing gila pergi Terminal 1.
• finally, im home. bas dah meninggalkan aku. try juga kejar, tapi tak dapat jugak. haih. 
• huuuuu double triple bla bla bad day.
• dua hari aku kena ponteng kuliah tahu???? 

notakakiwangi : jagalah kau pakcik bas. kalau aku jumpa kau lagi, aku bocorkan tayar bas kau! wahahaha *as if aku akn jumpelah kan..in my dreams. 

notakakikakiwangi : i shouldnt talk nor commenting on facebook bila hati tengah berkecamuk. i end up spilling something that i shouldnt have said. sorry to those yang terkena. *sigh

notanotakakiwangi : the good thing is, i don't have to go to class for two days. which means no migrains. HAHA

belajar dan baca novel. i choose baca novel. =p

Kenapa kalau baca buku ilmiah je, baru 10 minit dah menguap sana sini? Tapi bila baca novel, segar je mata. Tak tidur sehari semalam pun tak apa, asalkan boleh habis baca satu buku. Kan bagus kalau aku boleh baca buku macam aku baca novel? Cepat aja aku boleh genius. Tehee~

Ini novel Baju Melayu Hijau Serindit yang ditulis oleh SYUD. Novel ni lah yang aku baca sampai tak ingat dunia. Aku rasa dah berjuta kali aku ulang baca sampai dah boleh hafal ayat-ayatnya. Kalau novel ni boleh disamakan dengan lelaki, yeah you can say i'm all over HIM. HA HA.

notakakiwangi : its green. and MR.B loves green. =)

spending money. its a girl thing. and i'm a girl.

*sigh..

Oh hye. see that title? SPENDING MONEY. and im way too GOOD at spending my very precious money (as i got the money from government). yeah i know its a waste. rakyat bayar cukai macam-macam dekat kerajaan, yet im using the precious money for shopping the unnecessary things for my closet. eheh sorry Malaysian. i promise you i'll be a good teacher (nak balas jasa korang yang bayar cukai itu ini dan membolehkan aku dapat elaun. tehee).

i just bought two dresses in a couple of week! waaaaa that's a WASTE y'know. aduhh and my kepala is thinking hard how to explain this to my mom. (yalah, when im outta money im hoping for her to give me some, but i don't go to her and simply ask, "mommy can i have some money please?") NOOOOOO! memalukan and i might get a penampar Jepun. haha. 

its just sometime, when you're depressed over something, you bought thingsss you don't need. it's under control and it's beyond your intelligent mind thinking. you saw it, you click-ed it, and suddenly ; there's a mail in your gmail inbox THANK YOU FOR SHOPPING WITH US. PLEASE MAKE THE PAYMENT BEFORE 16 MAY 2011. HAPPY SHOPPING WITH US!

and you freak-ed out. when the hell did i bought this? *rasa macam nak lempang lajulaju pipi sendiri

i might need my very own walk-in-wardrobe. (surelah kalau dah perangainya membeli baju seminggu dua kali) such a waste! duhh =,=!!

notakakiwangi : entah sejak bila i turn into such-a-shopaholic-girl. somebody, save me!!! (sambil nyanyi lagu superman)

everything happens for a reason. or reasons.

" i know i'm not alone,

 i'm not the only one who is broken.."

* i can watch the world goes by ; no regrets. :)

you and i and it's platonic

listen to - Fall For You (secondhand serenade)

Does falling in love means you have to fall for love songs too?

The problem is, im not falling in love with you-the one whom been nagging at the back of my head since..like forever?- it's just a feeling like..like admiration? tak tahuuuuuuu T_T but for sure, it has nothing to do with heart-to-heart feeling. (as my heart has been stolen by Davy Jones. HA HA)

So, it's a platonic one. (wiki it if you don't know what it is)

Jadi, apa kaitannya dengan lagu ni?

Tak tau. sukahati akulah. lagipun secara tak sengaja je lagu ni main kat playlist. teehee.

" i know  you don't think

that i am trying

i know you're

wearing thin

down to the core "

Day 8 : Short Term Goals For This Month and Why

short term goal? haha bagi seorang student macam aku ni apelah sangat goalnya selain daripada menyiapkan assignments and kumpul dwet banyak-banyak nak buat kenduri kawen? HAHA

1stly, WAJIB siapkan assignments yang belambak macam harem tu. 

And for sure i have to cut off my  expenses for this month and start savings for my class trip end of this month to Johor and Melaka. *heh ikat perut la aku, nevermind, kurus then i can wear all i want. HAHA*

Yang penting sekali assignments tu. sakit hati betul tengok dia tersengih-sengih kat aku tunggu masa untuk disiapkan. hish!

notakakiwangi : ada siapa-siapa yang nak tolong aku buat kerja rumah? teheee

                  omaigod aku baru buat lapan hari? heh bilelah nak abes benda alah ni?

Day 6 : Fav Superhero and Why?

google picture courtesy

tak nampak ke betapa hensemnye mamat nih?

cm nak nanges guling2 je sbb hensem sgt. HAHA

monday blues

stalking people is not always that good, kan?

=.=

Bad Day

Hye hye hye..

hari ni merupakan hari mood-tak-berapa-nak-baik aku. Btw, thanx lah pada BELIAU yang pagi-pagi lagi dah buat aku boleh kena serangan darah tinggi serta-merta.

PADAN MUKA KAU AYU. Mungkin tu la perkataan yang paling sesuai untuk aku pada hari ini. Siapa suruh pakai headfon and kuatkan volume sampai maksimum, and then tau-tau je bilik aku dah penuh asap. Rupenya ada operasi forging. Heh. Sakit hati betul aku dengan diri sendiri. Takkan nak sakit hati kat pakcik forging tu pulak kan? Tu la dia, siapa suruh tengok HANA YURI DANGO sampai tak ingat dunia? Kan tak pasal-pasal orang pelik tengok aku turun saing dengan pakcik forging? Pakcik tu habis forging kat aras aku, aku pun dok ikut die turun.

“pakcik, dah sudah ke? Jom turun sama-sama?”

Heh tekezut pakcik tu tengok aku sajak je kua dari bilik. Padahal aku dah nak mati kelemasan pengsan dalam bilik tu kot. Nasib baik aku sempat cover Cik Yuyu aka lappy aku tu dengan towel. Sorry cik towel, terpaksa korbankan kau untuk mengaver Cik Yuyu, kau boleh dibasuh, tapi Yuyu tak boleh. HAHA

haaa tu dia..sebelum kua bilik sempat lagik aku snap muke sendirik. sorryla, kadang-kadang aku memang obses dengan camera. ek? macam selalu je. HAHA

monolog : birthday kakak dah semakin dekat. nak bagi hadiah apa ye??

quickie =p

keboringan adalah sesuatu yang membosankan bukan? bukan sahaja bosan, malah amat menjengkalkan. HAHA. jadi berewang ke blog orang adalah sesuatu yang menyeronokkan. =) and i've found something interesting yang boleh dibuat di kala keboringan menyelubungi hari. *ayat xboleh blah!* jom usha!

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name.
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends.
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have.
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to.
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why?
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you.
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why.
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days.
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad.
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends.
Day 12- How you found out about Blog and why you made one.
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 14- A picture of you and your family.
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play.
Day 16- Another picture of yourself.
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have.
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them?
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot.
Day 24- A letter to your parents.
Day 25- What I would find in your bag?
Day 26- What you think about your friends?
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned.
Day 30- Who are you?

okei! entri day 1st akan dimulakan bila saya sudah tidak dibebani dengan kerja. sekarang ni sedang sibuk dengan  persiapan Hari Terbuka Kolej Kediaman, malam ini gerai-gerai jualan sudah mula dibuka, and people! do come okay? bagi siapa-siapa yang dekatlah. =)

mood : terharu bila si dia meletak gambar sy di blognye. hehehe *gedix!*


Thanx for reading this! =)

25 random things

assalamualaikum wbt, salam sejahtera, salam 1 Malaysia, salam 1 IPG KDRI *eh? abaikan.haha* sekarang waktu belajar pengajaran dan pembelajaran bahasa melayu menggunakan komputer. makanya dengan senang hati dan sukacitanya, saya mahu memberitahu rahsia yang agak-agak tak berapa nak rahsia, jadi harapnya acik leha sebelah umah tak baca lah blog aku ni sebab aku nak mengumpat dia. HAHA. *ok aku tipu. aku xde jiran =p*

25 random things adalah satu entri daripada blog cik Syafiqah Salleh, yang aku cilok kerana aku keboringan berada dalam kelas ini.

p/s : Encik, saya mintak maaf sebab main-main dalam kelas Encik. =.=

Okei, here we go!

1. my name is T.N. Idayu which i dun like people to know what is T stands for. =) juz call me ayu. akira will do too. =p

2. Im a student of IPG Kampus Dato' Razali Ismail, Kuala Terengganu. bakal guru, InsyaAllah =)

3. manja. nasib baek abang-abang dan juga emak masih larat melayan aku yang manja dan sering homesick ni. =)

4. i love my family. sungguh.sangat.terlalu.sebab tu manja. tehee..suka hangout dengan my dearest kazen Daten Nani dan juga kazen-kazen yang lain. =)

5. im a sensitive one. way too sensitive. =.= but good thing about it is im not gonna let you know what i feel when you hurt my feelings. ciss nak speaking-speaking pulak. ha senang cite aku ni senang sentap, tapi biasanya aku buat-buat cool je dan cakap kat diri sendiri, "nevermind, dia tak sengaja."

7. i love pink. its all about pink! even my bunny slippers pon pink. =D

8. simbol yang paling aku suka adalah love, so tandatangan aku pun ada jugak love tu. =) 

9. aku suke bagi nama gelaran dekat orang-orang yang aku sayang.contohnye Kiah, Davy Jones, Bedah, Voldemort. =)

10. suara aku katon. do i care? NOPE.

11. i love mini dress! 

12. aku tak pandai pakai tudung bawal. sori. =.= tapi sedang berusaha bersungguh-sungguh untuk memakainya dengan betul. =)

13. ada banyak high heels bawah katil. tak kira la katil kat umah ke katil kat asrama ke. siapa nak pinjam cakaplah ye? kaki aku saiz 4 ataupun 5. HEHE

14. tak suka rokok, but i dun really care if people around me smokes. but please, jangan buat depan aku. semput i taw nyah! HAHA

15. currently in love with DAVY JONES.*But not the real one* gila ke hape nak bercinta dengan manusia sotong? HAHA

16. i love talking to my roomate even she's not responding. HAHA

17. i love my best friends! Hanako Husna, Diana Nordin, Zulaika Abu Bakar dan semuanyalah! =)

18. i love my kakak. Haliza Md Thaib. =)

19. aku tak suka sakit. apa-apa sahaja yang mendatangkan kesakitan, i dun like it. tubuh badan saya amat lemah dan tak dapat nak menanggung kesakitan =.=

20. aku suka berkawad! aku suka jadi commander sebab tak payah sebok-sebok nak hentak kaki lah bagai. kalau jadi comander, bagi arahan pastu buat sikit-sikit dah la..HAHA

21. tak suka orang selekeh. especially LELAKI. mengganggu pemandangan je. hehe

22. suka tengok lelaki yang pakai baju berkolar.

23. suka tengok perempuan pakai t-shirt muslimah. cantek =)

24. selalu ada perasaan nak membetulkan shawl siapa-siapa yang pakai selekeh-selekeh, mengganggu pemandangan taw! =p

25. lastly, aku suka nama AYUAKIRA. =)

hantaran/mas kahwin orang negeri sembilan mahal?

selalu je aku dengar mulut-mulut manusia tak berinsuran mengatakan hantaran/mas kahwin di negeri sembilan mahal. dulu aku selalu naik hangin kalau ada orang cakap macamtu depan aku. aku anak jati negeri sembilan oke. n i dun care if people know where the hell i came from. tapi memang hangin kalau orang cakap "Negeri Sembilan? hantaran n mas kahwin kau mesti mahal." "aku tak nak kahwin dengan org n9, mahal!" what the? dah kalau jodoh kau dengan org n9 pastu kau taknak la kahwin sebab mahal? oke let see..

tak nampak? pandai-pandailah tekan dekat pix tu tengok yang besar punya. 

Negeri Sembilan : 

• bukan waris - RM24(anak dara). RM 12 (janda)
• ahli waris - RM48 (anak dara), RM 24 (janda)

Sarawak : 

• anak dara - RM120
• janda - RM120

Perak :

• anak dara - RM101

kenapa tak nak cakap, "kau orang Perak, mas kahwin kau mahal. aku tak nak kahwin dengan orang Perak." 

henti-hentikanlah tanggapan kolot tu. sekali kau yang kahwin dengan orang negeri sembilan.padan muka kau. tujuh keturunan pon takkan habis aku perli kau.haha.

100 truths

oke duduk rumah sgt bosaaaaaaaaaaan! *padahal gua baru smpai kt umh last few hours kot. haih. kronik. alang-alang bosan, merayap blog org jumpe pulak entah hape jadah 100 truths ni.jadi gedikgedik lah nk buat jugak bajet macam gua ni siti nurhaliza la en kot ade yg nak tau pasal gua. hakhak perasan nak mampuih.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: air masak. baik utk kesihatan. haha

2. Last phone call: Daten Nani, my dearest kazen. 

3. Last text message: azieze. sape pulak lg an. =)

4. Last song you listened to: catch me by demi lavato.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nope

7. Been cheated on: sekali. cam harem. gua igt smpai mati bai!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope. simpan utk hubby gua nti. hihii *gedik*

9. Lost someone special: ayah. =(

10. Been depressed: yup. sume pasal exam. smpai gua demam!

11. Been drunk and threw up: yucks, gross. no drinking allowed.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. pink!

13. dark purple!

14. err im not sure. green? blue? =.= or maybe grey.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: yes. mestilah. =)

16. Fallen out of love: haha idk. maybe? =p

17. Laughed until you cried: yup! tgk 3 idiots. fu***** good lah bai!

18. Met someone who changed you: changed me? haaa x kot. kalo ade mesti gua syg die smpai mati! haha

19. Found out who your true friends were: yes! n found out the traitor too. haha

20. Found out someone was talking about you: selalu. ape? xpuas ati ckp depan2 bai. gua punye sukelah nk pakai bj mcm mne pon. yg lu hamak kan sgt bj gua pehal? *oops*

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: gile. xde lah!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them? maybe. haha

23. How many kids do you want to have: can i have 8 dear hubby to be?? teehee~

24. Do you have any pets: nope, im not into animals. hee

25. Do you want to change your name: nope. name gua sedap bai.

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: emm pegi main fun fair n throwed up sebab maen ape kejadah tah. haha

27. What time did you wake up today: 10.00am kot? tu pon sbb enfon dah bising xde bat. hehe

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: tengok cte tokyo drift dgn abg chak. nightline kacau lah!

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: buying my own car? sbb td pegi test drive persona tibe2 teruja pulak nak ada kereta sendiri. haha

30. Last time you saw your Father: hmm its been a looooong time kot. 11 years ago?

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: for being too friendly n kind with sumone. =.=

32. What are you listening to right now: with arms wide open by creed.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tompok.yup. * sorry nizam malek. hehe*

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: notink! haha

35. Most visited webpage: ha? penulisan2u kot. 

36. What's your real name: i'll keep it myself la. yang dah tau, dah la. hehe

37. Nicknames: ayu, chibi, pendek, ketot, bam. haha cam bongek.

38. Relationship Status: single mingle angel oh double actually. kot? haha

39. Zodiac sign: cancer

40. Male or female : Female

41. Elementary?: SK King George V, Seremban

42. Middle School?: SMK King George V for only 8 months then had gone to SBPI Selandar, Melaka.

43. High school/college: IPGM Kampus Dato' Razali Ismail, Kuala Terengganu.

44. Hair colour: pink. wakakaka. crap.

46. Height: 150. petite.slalu xsmpai nk tekan clutch,so nti nk beli kete auto lah,xyah tekan smpai lantai. haha

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yup yup. =)

48: What do you like about yourself?: kerendahan yang nyata. comel kot! haha

49. Piercings: telinga? ade. lain naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..*sambil geleng kepala..*

50. Tattoos: haih. im a muslim. hell no lah!

51. Righty or lefty: Righty 

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: nope..xde setakat ni..

53. First piercing: masa kecik2 dulu, 4 tahun rasanye.

54. First best friend: mira, jiran sebelah. hehe

55. First sport you joined: lari berhalangan masa darjah 1. haha

56. First vacation: oii banyak dah tempat gua dah pegi, mane nk igt.

58. First pair of trainers: err x igt.. =.=

RIGHT NOW :

59. Eating: 24/7..gua makan macam xpenah jumpe makanan setahun. hari2 macam ni. no wonder everybody keep telling me " eh da gemok?" ade aku kesah pulak? haha

60. Drinking: air masak. baik utk kesihatan. haha

61. I'm about to: sleep. hee~

62. Listening: creed, demi lavato, ingrid michaelson, super junior.

63. Waiting: message beliau. =)

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : HARUSLAH! haha

65. Get Married?: nak!! *gataii..*

66. Career?: nak jd engineer, tp sebab gua bengap matematik, jd gua putuskan jadi cikgulah, engineer jugak, membina manusia berguna. insyaAllah. =)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: mata. =)

68. Hugs or kisses: can i have both? teehee~

69. Shorter or taller: taller la..da tentu la gua ni rendang kan. mestilah nak lagi tinggi.

70. Older or Younger: sebaya boleh? haha

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both. mesti happening!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : i dun need a body builder. haha. bese2 dah la.

73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: long lasting relationship..=)

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant : both? haha

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: no n never! gile.

77. Drank hard liquor: what the?? nope.haram bai.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: xpernah lost.i hv 6 pairs of spectacles but i broke all of them. haha n now im wearing a new one n not planning to break it. =p

79. Sex on first date: gile. perlu ke? 

80. Broken someone's heart: maybe, sorry for that. truly sorry. =.=

82. Been arrested: arrested by pokcik guard kt maktab. pebende gua lewat seminit je. tu pon xnak kasi gua masuk. 

83. Turned someone down: idk..

84. Cried when someone died: yup. =.=

85. Fallen for a friend?: haha nooooooo..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes

87. Miracles: yes

88. Love at first sight: yup.

89. Heaven: Yes

90. Santa Claus: used to. skrg x. mane datang pulak santa. huh

91. Kiss on the first date: ni lg 1. perlu ke?? nanti dah kawen bolehla.

92. Angels: yep

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: haha im not a player. one at a time sure do.

95. Did you sing today?: hari2 gua nyanyi. suara gua kn sedap. wakakaka

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope. one at a time. im not planning to cheat on him. haha

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : before my dad passed away? i promise to behave better. =.=

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: last year? xde la. notink special.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yup, but i already fall. haha

100. Posting this as 100 truths? : SURE!

*peace*