jadual harian seorang ayuakira yang kebosanan

Tengok tv.

yang ni memang kerja harian aku. dari celik mata lepas mandi, memang mengadap jela depan tv tu. 

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ni antara cerita yang aku suka gilagilagila tengok.

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inkigayo juga!

Sesi mengadap laptop.

yang ni memang kerja aku di mana-mana. after 2, memang aku akan hadap laptop ni sampaila ke malam. sebab pukul 2 tv3 ada cerita putri yang ditukar which i dont like at all. come on, ada ke orang monolog dalaman lamalama sambil pandang muka orang depan yang tengah berborak dengan kita? cett. bila kita tengah borakborak mulut ni kompem laju je nak balas balik kan? oh berbalik kepada sesi menghadap laptop, aku tengok cerita korea, tak pun berusaha tengok onepiece yang abang aku gilakan sangat tu. *tapi episod 1 pon tak habis tengok lagi.* seriously, aku lagi suka beelzebub. ciss siapalah yang develop perasaan suka anime dalam diri aku nih?!

Sesi menulis diari.

*ada orang tulis diari lagi ke tak ek zaman sekarang? ke taip je simpan kat lappy? haha* ahh aku tak kira, kolot ke apa ke, dah aku memang suka tulis diari nak buat macam mana? habit ni kakak aku yang ajar. sejak darjah 3 aku tulis diari. tapi bukanlah harihari. tulis diari ni kira macam terapi lepas tekanan lah untuk aku. naknak kalau tengah hangin dengan encik davy jones. haha.

Sesi hafal lagu korea.

wtf? haha. ak memang suka nyanyi lagu korea sambil tengok lirik dekat internet. mcm bodoh pulak aku ni.tapi, ada aku kesah? sukati aku lah nak buat apa pun. tehee *this comes with awkward dance package. haha*

Sesi tidur.

dah habis semua ni, maka aku akan tidur. =)

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Kegiatan sampingan? adaaaaaa. aku kan driver terhormat mak aku? mana dia nak pergi aku kena bawakkan. kalau tak siapa nak hantar dia. bukan dia tak pandai bawak kereta, tapi kalau aku biarkan dia drive sendiri kompem aku kena marah dengan encik along.

Lagi? errr keluar dating kira kegiatan sampingan jugak kan? mestilah aku pergi jumpa kawan-kawan jugak. tapi bukanlah harihari. gila, duit pun takda nak keluar harihari pulak. *gelengkepala* seronok dapat jumpa Zulaika! and aku dengan jayanya telah memaksa Zulaika ikut aku pergi konvo encik bakal-suami. hehe.

*ini dua orang anakdara yang sedang kelaparan-kebengangan-kebingungan dalam cubaan mengambil gambar dengan harapan encik bakal-suami call dan cakap jom balik!*

Lagi? takda dah. 

Bosankan? tapi bila cuti dah nak habis menggelabah pulak aku taknak balik maktab, sheeesh.

notakakiwangi : kadangkadang best jugak jadi student, pegi manamana ada je orang nak sponsor. untonglaaa. 

marry you!

it's a beautiful night,

we're looking for something dumb to do,

hey baby!

i think i wanna marry you~

#1

im not marrying anyone (at least in two years time)

#2

my husband to be (Nichkhun-shi) seems to be so busy that he can't marry me for at least.....millions years? hahaha

#3

i've drank too much caffein. =,=

so my mind is not in a very good state ;p

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*sigh*

i guess i have to deal with it.

when you are living in maktab (ipg),

then you just have to deal with the facts that..

your friends are getting marry one by one,

and before you are even graduate,

your friends status ---> married.

*this is what happening to me*

im not saying

"hey friend. you can't get marry and leave me single"

*haha thats too immature*

but i envy them. a lot.

im happy to see them get marry to somebody they love and can take care of them,

but i suddenly feels so alone.

everyone's getting marry, and i have to attend their kenduri...like  ALONE!

oh this is frustrating! ahahaha

(ke budak maktab aku je yang ramai kahwin? maktab lain?)

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so friends!

yang nak kahwin the end of this year, next year or in this two years time,

enjoy your single moment before its too late.haha

have a beautiful life, please wake up every morning with smiles,

just like what Nichkhun did to Vic-omma ;p

cepat-cepat ada anak, so the next time i go to your kenduri,

its called kenduri cukur jambul.haha

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introduce me to your husband's single friends.

so i won't be single anymore.

ahahaha *someone's goin to kill me for this*

notakakiwangi : thanks guys for inviting me to your wedding.

notanotakakiwangi : im using Khuntoria pictures because i love them too much!

notakakikakiwangi : counting years to get marry like you guys. hahahahaha *like that would happen*

shopaholic? yes i am.

 

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one day, i'll become like this.

one day, im going to need a large closet.

oh my..

im just too good on spending money.

hehe.

rasanya kena buat macam Aina.

she gave her allowance to her bf.

Encik BF Aina yang bank in duit Aina setiap bulan.

so that, she wont be as shopaholic as me.

ok, maybe i need someone to be my accountant. HAHA

or maybe not.

maybe i just need to control myself from buying things i dont really need.

*cakap poyo. bila nampak shawls,baju,kasut, mulalah nak membeli.*

saya memang sangat pandai menghabiskan membelanjakan duit.

im the next KLS.

presenting me. Kimora Ayu Simmons.

HAHAHA

notakakiwangi : taknak pergi program ank angkat boleh tak?

welcome to the club!

love me, love me not?

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Bila orang lain ada boipren, kita pun sama sibuk-sibuk nak ada boipren. Bila dah ada boipren, baru lah tahu langit tu tinggi ke rendah. Having a partner doesn't mean you're being loved all the time. no. naaaaaaa. that was so true on so many levels. yes, they might love you but we didn't know is it true or not. siapa pun boleh kata sayang kan? aku pun boleh je suka-suka kata sayang. sebut sajalah (tanpa makna), bukanlah susah pun kan. people can always tell you that they love you, tapi tak tahulah betul ke atau mainan kata percuma.

Dulu, selalu sangat terfikir, kenapa ye agaknya orang perempuan senang sangat menitiskan airmata bila hati terusik dengan si boipren. dan aku, selalu beranggapan, menangis tu bukanlah satu cara yang cool. apa salahnya kalau sembur je balik boipren tu bila kita sakit dengan dia. That was then, when i thought they're just too dumb too cry. (sorry, this is only an opinion, no hard feelings, no heart feelings) 

But now i know why the heck were they crying damn hard, nak-nak bila bergaduh dengan boipren-yang-tak-paham-perasaan-manusia-perempuan ni. sakit hati yang hanya boleh diterjemahkan dalam tangisan. how's that sound? gay? whatever. i dont really care. only women understands women. so, im welcome-ing myself to the club. and now i can call myself dumb too. duhhhhhhh.

still, in the end..

notes for you :

1. all we need are your support, attention and love.

2. women are complicated. we might need your ears often.

3.you're not PEPSI and we didn't ask for more.

notakakiwangi : everything's a mess. i need my arjuna hati, unfortunately he will never be there for me.

give and take, thats how we live in this cruel world

1st situation : there's people who made mistakes and admit it.

2nd situation : there's also people who made mistakes and did not admit the mistakes they've commit. 

and i have no choice but to apologize for what i did not do. people won't apologizing for nothing, but i do. apologizing for nothing. 

we always thought that world's never been fair enough to us. but believe me, there's people who will never be fair to us.

 things happen for a reason, or reasons. 

notakakiwangi : and i don't think i can take everything as my fault anymore. im sorry. i can't tolerate much. you've gone too far from my limitation.