you and i and it's platonic

listen to - Fall For You (secondhand serenade)

Does falling in love means you have to fall for love songs too?

The problem is, im not falling in love with you-the one whom been nagging at the back of my head since..like forever?- it's just a feeling like..like admiration? tak tahuuuuuuu T_T but for sure, it has nothing to do with heart-to-heart feeling. (as my heart has been stolen by Davy Jones. HA HA)

So, it's a platonic one. (wiki it if you don't know what it is)

Jadi, apa kaitannya dengan lagu ni?

Tak tau. sukahati akulah. lagipun secara tak sengaja je lagu ni main kat playlist. teehee.

" i know  you don't think

that i am trying

i know you're

wearing thin

down to the core "

quickie =p

keboringan adalah sesuatu yang membosankan bukan? bukan sahaja bosan, malah amat menjengkalkan. HAHA. jadi berewang ke blog orang adalah sesuatu yang menyeronokkan. =) and i've found something interesting yang boleh dibuat di kala keboringan menyelubungi hari. *ayat xboleh blah!* jom usha!

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name.
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends.
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have.
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to.
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why?
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has a big impact on you.
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why.
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days.
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad.
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends.
Day 12- How you found out about Blog and why you made one.
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 14- A picture of you and your family.
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play.
Day 16- Another picture of yourself.
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have.
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them?
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy.
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot.
Day 24- A letter to your parents.
Day 25- What I would find in your bag?
Day 26- What you think about your friends?
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned.
Day 30- Who are you?

okei! entri day 1st akan dimulakan bila saya sudah tidak dibebani dengan kerja. sekarang ni sedang sibuk dengan  persiapan Hari Terbuka Kolej Kediaman, malam ini gerai-gerai jualan sudah mula dibuka, and people! do come okay? bagi siapa-siapa yang dekatlah. =)

mood : terharu bila si dia meletak gambar sy di blognye. hehehe *gedix!*


Thanx for reading this! =)

100 truths

oke duduk rumah sgt bosaaaaaaaaaaan! *padahal gua baru smpai kt umh last few hours kot. haih. kronik. alang-alang bosan, merayap blog org jumpe pulak entah hape jadah 100 truths ni.jadi gedikgedik lah nk buat jugak bajet macam gua ni siti nurhaliza la en kot ade yg nak tau pasal gua. hakhak perasan nak mampuih.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: air masak. baik utk kesihatan. haha

2. Last phone call: Daten Nani, my dearest kazen. 

3. Last text message: azieze. sape pulak lg an. =)

4. Last song you listened to: catch me by demi lavato.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nope

7. Been cheated on: sekali. cam harem. gua igt smpai mati bai!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope. simpan utk hubby gua nti. hihii *gedik*

9. Lost someone special: ayah. =(

10. Been depressed: yup. sume pasal exam. smpai gua demam!

11. Been drunk and threw up: yucks, gross. no drinking allowed.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. pink!

13. dark purple!

14. err im not sure. green? blue? =.= or maybe grey.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: yes. mestilah. =)

16. Fallen out of love: haha idk. maybe? =p

17. Laughed until you cried: yup! tgk 3 idiots. fu***** good lah bai!

18. Met someone who changed you: changed me? haaa x kot. kalo ade mesti gua syg die smpai mati! haha

19. Found out who your true friends were: yes! n found out the traitor too. haha

20. Found out someone was talking about you: selalu. ape? xpuas ati ckp depan2 bai. gua punye sukelah nk pakai bj mcm mne pon. yg lu hamak kan sgt bj gua pehal? *oops*

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: gile. xde lah!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them? maybe. haha

23. How many kids do you want to have: can i have 8 dear hubby to be?? teehee~

24. Do you have any pets: nope, im not into animals. hee

25. Do you want to change your name: nope. name gua sedap bai.

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: emm pegi main fun fair n throwed up sebab maen ape kejadah tah. haha

27. What time did you wake up today: 10.00am kot? tu pon sbb enfon dah bising xde bat. hehe

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: tengok cte tokyo drift dgn abg chak. nightline kacau lah!

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: buying my own car? sbb td pegi test drive persona tibe2 teruja pulak nak ada kereta sendiri. haha

30. Last time you saw your Father: hmm its been a looooong time kot. 11 years ago?

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: for being too friendly n kind with sumone. =.=

32. What are you listening to right now: with arms wide open by creed.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tompok.yup. * sorry nizam malek. hehe*

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: notink! haha

35. Most visited webpage: ha? penulisan2u kot. 

36. What's your real name: i'll keep it myself la. yang dah tau, dah la. hehe

37. Nicknames: ayu, chibi, pendek, ketot, bam. haha cam bongek.

38. Relationship Status: single mingle angel oh double actually. kot? haha

39. Zodiac sign: cancer

40. Male or female : Female

41. Elementary?: SK King George V, Seremban

42. Middle School?: SMK King George V for only 8 months then had gone to SBPI Selandar, Melaka.

43. High school/college: IPGM Kampus Dato' Razali Ismail, Kuala Terengganu.

44. Hair colour: pink. wakakaka. crap.

46. Height: 150. petite.slalu xsmpai nk tekan clutch,so nti nk beli kete auto lah,xyah tekan smpai lantai. haha

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yup yup. =)

48: What do you like about yourself?: kerendahan yang nyata. comel kot! haha

49. Piercings: telinga? ade. lain naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..*sambil geleng kepala..*

50. Tattoos: haih. im a muslim. hell no lah!

51. Righty or lefty: Righty 

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: nope..xde setakat ni..

53. First piercing: masa kecik2 dulu, 4 tahun rasanye.

54. First best friend: mira, jiran sebelah. hehe

55. First sport you joined: lari berhalangan masa darjah 1. haha

56. First vacation: oii banyak dah tempat gua dah pegi, mane nk igt.

58. First pair of trainers: err x igt.. =.=

RIGHT NOW :

59. Eating: 24/7..gua makan macam xpenah jumpe makanan setahun. hari2 macam ni. no wonder everybody keep telling me " eh da gemok?" ade aku kesah pulak? haha

60. Drinking: air masak. baik utk kesihatan. haha

61. I'm about to: sleep. hee~

62. Listening: creed, demi lavato, ingrid michaelson, super junior.

63. Waiting: message beliau. =)

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : HARUSLAH! haha

65. Get Married?: nak!! *gataii..*

66. Career?: nak jd engineer, tp sebab gua bengap matematik, jd gua putuskan jadi cikgulah, engineer jugak, membina manusia berguna. insyaAllah. =)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: mata. =)

68. Hugs or kisses: can i have both? teehee~

69. Shorter or taller: taller la..da tentu la gua ni rendang kan. mestilah nak lagi tinggi.

70. Older or Younger: sebaya boleh? haha

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both. mesti happening!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : i dun need a body builder. haha. bese2 dah la.

73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: long lasting relationship..=)

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant : both? haha

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: no n never! gile.

77. Drank hard liquor: what the?? nope.haram bai.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: xpernah lost.i hv 6 pairs of spectacles but i broke all of them. haha n now im wearing a new one n not planning to break it. =p

79. Sex on first date: gile. perlu ke? 

80. Broken someone's heart: maybe, sorry for that. truly sorry. =.=

82. Been arrested: arrested by pokcik guard kt maktab. pebende gua lewat seminit je. tu pon xnak kasi gua masuk. 

83. Turned someone down: idk..

84. Cried when someone died: yup. =.=

85. Fallen for a friend?: haha nooooooo..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes

87. Miracles: yes

88. Love at first sight: yup.

89. Heaven: Yes

90. Santa Claus: used to. skrg x. mane datang pulak santa. huh

91. Kiss on the first date: ni lg 1. perlu ke?? nanti dah kawen bolehla.

92. Angels: yep

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: haha im not a player. one at a time sure do.

95. Did you sing today?: hari2 gua nyanyi. suara gua kn sedap. wakakaka

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope. one at a time. im not planning to cheat on him. haha

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : before my dad passed away? i promise to behave better. =.=

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: last year? xde la. notink special.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yup, but i already fall. haha

100. Posting this as 100 truths? : SURE!

*peace*

serangan emosi tak berkesudahan

Assalamualaikum. Hi! =)

2nd Ramadhan. Pagipagi lagi, kami warga IPG KDRI telah dikejutkan dengan berita bahawasanya elaun para guru pelatih PISMP Semester Dua hanya akan diperoleh dua minggu dari sekarang.

OMG!

*sekarang sume mate dwetan.kurang due posen pon xboleh.haha

Kitowang sume dah hampir muflis kot. Adoila. Two weeks to go means we only get the cash just before we go back for SBE. Gosh! Cemanenye nak beli tiket balik umah 26th ni if we dun even have enuf money to survive here? KPLI dengan pra dapat je elaun. Pelik aku kenapa kitowgnye lambat pulak. Papepon, sabar sahajalah. Pot pet sana sini pon xguna jugak. Bukan boleh menjelmakan duit depan mate kan? Hee~

So, in da mean time, sila berbuka puasa di Balai Islam Muttaqin. Kerana? Free. Simple. Selain itu, dapat juga kita bersembahyang Maghrib, Isyak dan juga berterawih berjemaah. Kan amalan yg mulia tu? =) Jadi FB..saya akan jarang membuka anda di waktu malam. Sebab bila balik terawih saya nak tido terus! [harapan jelah] hahahah. Balik terawih konon nak tido. Pastu kang kalo mmbe2 msg, balas punye balas punye balas dan dan je tengok jam dah pukul 1. 

Ok lah..selaku ketua aras yang berkakilebar lagi poyo,aku perlu menghadirkan diri utk perjumpaan bersamasama ketua warden yang kacak lagi bergaya, SEKARANG! Haha. 

*ketua warden pon xtau aku ni ade dua barang rampasan kat dia yang aku takkan tuntut sampai aku mati sekalipon. applemint jeans n rice cooker. mintak maaf deh,ore tok sey amek mung,ore takut keno buang asrama. kihkihkih

morning peeps!

sy demam!
oke..tp itu xmenghalang diri saya untuk mengonlinekan diri. Ngeh3.

ouh.Terlupa. Selamat pagi! =)

Tak ade ape yang nak diceritakan sebenarnya. 

Saya menulis kerana saya bosan. 

Saya menulis kerana saya gembira. Saya menulis kerana saya sedih.

 Saya menulis kerana saya kecewa. 

Cewahh. Gedik! Haha.

Bilalah agaknya i can achieve full happiness in life? (ciss mcm lah tak pernah happy sebelum ni.) Haha. Itulah kan? Sekali kita kecewa mesti banyak kali je nak cakap kita tak pernah mengecapi kebahagiaan hakiki. Saya macam tu lah. Terluka sikit mesti dah melatah. Orang buat sikit mesti dah mengeluh. Orang mengata sikit cepat je nak melenting. 

Heh, saya memang macamtu. Cepat marah, then a few mins later u'll find me in a very good condition. Cepat marah, n terlalu cepat cool. Ada orang kata tak boleh cepat sangat cool. Nanti orang suka pijak kepala. Alah dengan saya senang je. Kau jentik aku sekali, triple aku jentik kau.

Arini tak de kelas pagi, sebab tu saya rajin sangat online. Kalau x, mesti dah mencanak pegi madi, carik baju nak pegi kuliah. Ngeh3.

Ok, till den.. 

Daaaaa~

perangaiperangai =)

Assalamualaikum..

Semalam birthday aku!

Dan aku sangat seronok!

Tapi ak tamo cte pasal tu..Aku nak cerita pasal perangaiperangai aku dengan membe aku. Dalam tiga minggu cuti ni, keje aku asek nak amek pix je. Iyelah, hajat aku nak mencontohi Siti Nurhaliza tak pernah tercapai, jadi aku dengan salambanya terpaksalah berperasaan sendiri seperti artis! Haha. Ouh.Kamera sangat suka aku! [tipu!]

Tapi takpe,aku tak kesah. Biarlah muka aku tak photogenic pon. Adaakukesahke? Ahahaha. Kalau nak diikutkan cerita mak aku, arwah ayah, abangabang yang sengal, kakak yg tinggi dan juga memembe aku, aku ini sangatlah CHENTA kepada lensa kamera! *winkwink*

Oleh itu, aku dan juga cik Faizah, die ni membe aku paling lame lah aku ckp ko! Dari kecikkecik xtau hapehape pasal dunia smpailah sekarang ni dah berpakwe lah dah pandai gadohgadoh lah, die lah, cik Faizah. Ha, dulu dia suke pegi City Park, pastu die pulak ngajau aku pegi city park. Dahtu aku pun terikot2 lah suke nau p city park tu!

*ade ikan keli besau taw! Tapi xde pix die lah..huhu*

Taraa..juz arrived!

Chantek kn mmbe aku? =) 

Aku sangat admire style die yang selambeselambe. Hehe. Dan aku juge selalu saje mencemburui ketinggian dia! Die pkai skinny sgt chantek pd mate ak! Ngee~

Pliz dun take my pix! Bajet artis lah tu kononnye! Haha. Takpe..bukan selalu. Dekat belakang tu ade mcm tempat duduk dan ade kapel yang usianya sudah pon boleh kata warga perak yang mahu menjengah ke warga emas, sedang tergelakkan aku dengan kuatnye. Kenapa? Sebab tak penah2 pulak ade org shooting dekat tepi tasik mcm ni menggunakan cmra fon! Haha. Takpe. Adapulakakukesah? Haha

Cik Faizah telah berjaya membuatkan saya kononkonon termenung merenung nasib dalam tasik ni. Tengkiu Cik Faizah! Haha. 

*p/s : ekceli,,am missing my knight in shining armour.. Haih.

oh bola

B.O.L.A

bes ke bola?

dulu ak slalu je tertanye2..

pekejadahnye yang best dekat game bola?

xke mcm hampagas je bile sume org keja2 1 bijik bola?

tp bile aku pk balik..

ape2 je permainan yang melibatkan bola,,tak kire lah bola jaring ke bola pingpong ke n so on..

sumenye same..craving after a ball..

useless ball? haha aku tak tahu..

tapi bile ak tgk2 balik..best rupenye tgk bola ni..

kdg2 jd seronok pulak dpt sorak2 bile team kite gol..

oh best!

tgk bola t.i.m.e.t.e.n.s.i.o.n lg best..

skali sorak abes sume y terbuku kat dada keluar..

haha

*oh GERMAN suda mng dgn australia mlm td! aku suke! Hee~~

ape?

wahhh

ko da ade awek berani2 ye ko carik ak lagi??

silly me..haha

cepat sgt salah sangka..

my bad..

shud hv asked him instead of buat anggapan yg bukan-bukan..

heh..itulah aku.

seorang ayumi yg tergopoh gapah.

[nta ape2..nk pulak ak org pggl ak ayumi..haha]

adaakukesahke?

but oke wut..

at least ak x serang depan2..

kalo x..

agk2 malu jgk..

haha

releasing the stress

stress? 

hmm...i guess all of us here is facing the same stress! A BUNCH OF ASSIGNMENTS that we have to submit it at the same time eventho we had it all at a very different time. a bunch of my stupidity will be submitted at 8 March 2010.

stupidity?

haila..its my stupidity because doing it in such a rush and rarely have times to re-check it. In such a RUSH because of stupidity of mine makes me surfing the net more than doing all of the assignments. Thats a AYUHISM!

*wink*wink*

ayuhism = kemalasan terlampau utk membuat esemen lantas menghabiskan masa berfesbuking/membaca novel.

English Language

Why am i using english in my writing here?
..nothing special..
i dont care if there were mistakes in my grammar and whatsoever..
its normal...
people makes mistake...
who doesnt kan?

[its just me who keep doing the same mistakes..ngeh3]

actually its for my MUET...
im trying to sharpened my english...
*what the heck?? betul ke sharpened tu?*

^__^

ok...the KAMUS said sharpened are wrong!
tettttt......
it is sharpen~~lalala~~
ouh whatever..
i'll go and ask my lec later..
*poyo la later! hampeh xkn ditanye~*
hahaha
at least im trying here..
whether there is reader or not...
its not important..
im trying to build my english..
*waahhh boleh bina ye??*
kih3

TAKEN

in pipel mind...
chantek = TAKEN oredy
wtFish!
is it a compulsory 4 beauties 2 hv bf?
duhhhh
lec BM ak kate...
JUMUD!

*based on my frenz experience..hehe

1st tyme lah!

diz is my first tyme blogging..
act..tak tau apa yang seronoknya ber'blogging' ni..
jadi saja-saja nak cuba..
sebab tengok my frenz sangat gila blogger!