Wednesday, June 9, 2010

my daddy my hero

hmm..
it hv been 10 years after u passed away..
haih.lamenye.xsedar cepat sungguh masa berlalu.

10 years ago.
i was a lil kid y manje, yang mengada-ngada dgn my dad.
Heh,after all mmg ayah syg aku lebih!
haha..Betul! Sbb mak selalu sebelahkan along dgn angah.
Masa tu aku ta kesah. Aku ade ayah. Mintak aje ape-ape. Kompem dpt.
Tu dulu. 10 years back. Mana lah nak dapat those moments yang dah lama tu..
Ingatan sahaja yang tinggal.
I was only 9 years old kid. Daddy's brat yang hidupnye riang gembira n tak ambil peduli hal sekeliling.
Kalau nak diimbaukan kembali, tak banyak yang mampu aku ingat. 
But im lucky to hv brothers yg sengal n agak2 mereng mcm aku jgk! Haha.
They kept remind me of how manjenye aku dgn arwah ayah, say anything, anything at all.
[bak kate P.Ramlee,skali petik spuluh dtg.] haha.

 
*me n ayah*

10 years after.
Here i am.
Dah pandai main blog! haha
Anak ayah dah besar.
Along dengan angah dah besar.
*ouh.angah.tu.da.gemok.*
Mak? Mcm dlu..xkurus xgemok.
Mak luvs u ayah. Like we ol do. ^_^
Hmm..
Kk long Nani? Haha itu daten kn yah,,JK(jiwe kacau) selalu.Macam adik jgk!
Kk long pon da kerja. Tinggal adik je y belum lg.

Ayah..
im sorry to hurt u..
u want me to b a doc..
but i dun even studied in science class..
u want me to b an engineer..
but im not gud enuf in engineering technologies, chemistry n even physics.
u want me to b a gud child..
but still im not gud in my emotions feelings management..
but im trying ayah..
pray for me..
im praying for u ayah..
May God bless u..
May u live a gud life in heaven, InsyaAllah.
I luv u ayah!
We miss u a lot. But we manage to live a gud life.
Im great enuf to hv u as my ayah. ^_^

.hidupbaikbaik.kamijugaakanhidupbaikbaik.

ape?

wahhh
ko da ade awek berani2 ye ko carik ak lagi??

Monday, June 7, 2010

silly me..haha

cepat sgt salah sangka..
my bad..
shud hv asked him instead of buat anggapan yg bukan-bukan..
heh..itulah aku.
seorang ayumi yg tergopoh gapah.
[nta ape2..nk pulak ak org pggl ak ayumi..haha]


adaakukesahke?

but oke wut..
at least ak x serang depan2..
kalo x..
agk2 malu jgk..
haha

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

i love u so much baby...:: <---- hampagas

y does mens keep playing around?
y does dey keep playing with others heart?
WTH?
ouh. i hate dis!
i hate it!

bile kite jual mahal..
kate kite bajet..
bile kite da suke..
dibuatnye main pulak..

f*** off lah!

geram.geram.geram.
if only u are infront of me..
mmg dah lama aku cekik2 kn batang leher ko tuh!
isy2 geramnye ak.

haih.

sabar sabar
ya Allah..berilah hambaMu ini sedikit kesabaran.
aminn.